This is the 1st day and also the 1st time i write blog using english...

1st day of stop thinking of you,stop finding you,and start letting u go....

this few days .... i change a lot , from sad change to give up and finally using smile to cover my sad wound!

Now .... i still don't not wat i m doing....haha... everyday go out with friend just don't want to stay at home alone.

i scare !.... i just don't want to think too much!....maybe these will help me letting go of you.

yesterday in school....i trying not to get near you and even don't see you....but i can't !

maybe i still love you .... but i know is imposible!when you say you want to drink milk !!....the whole memory just flash back suddenly!

it's just painful!

maybe all the while you just treat me like friend....it's just me who think too much!...

this morning .... i saw your blog.....dunno who's the guy you love?....but i think is not me ...

but i wish .....

i want to let go!....but i can't.....

i still in love .... but i think the love must have the end!but not now .....

still love,C